#How is The Doctor going to process this

[electricpurrs]

GUESS WHO MIGHT BE GETTING HRT VERY SOOOOOOOON BABYYYYYYYY

[vimflam]

very occasionally I think their songs genuinely work best heard in the roughest demo format and never expanded on. not because it wasn't good enough to earn a final clean recording, but the lo-fi quality adds a warmth that a polish would remove. something that was intended as an ephemeral, personal experience, fortunately captured in time for everyone to enjoy.

"tiny doctors" is one of them. it's everything from the quiet, unassuming vocals, to the tinkly toy piano played live, and the incidental noises such as the dog barking at the end somewhere outside. they're almost immersive. like you're lying in bed as the narrator and hearing the space around you.

[violetscanfly]

Ehehehehheheehehholyshit

[ganondoodle]

Have you been assesed for adhd?

nope, though im pretty sure i got it ... or its something similar bc although also not officially diagnosed there is no way im not autistic OTL

the only things i have been .. 'diagnosed' with is anxiety and chronic depression, though both of which by a therapist that got arrested for fraud and harassment (hahaha .. ._.) and im not sure how much weight that can hold both bc of .. THAT and bc i honestly have no idea how much a therapist can do (its been many years since then too) and the only meds he ever offered me where like .. drugs ('herbs')

i have been thinking of asking our family doctor about it but im rather afraid of whatever process i gotta go through to get anything that might help since im sure its also not JUST adhd that causing all this (and ... im afraid it could impact how i am treated ... like if they know im autistic are they not gonna take me seriously anymore or stop me from making choices about myself.. welp theres the anxiety ndfjkgndfknvgfdk)

(and a new therapist is pretty impossible bc theres a really big problem of not enough therapists around ESPECIALLY where i live ... also fear bc of the previous one .. haha ._, )

[yaminerua]

Anyway I hope Big Finish can maybe get Ncuti in so they can expand 15’s run with more stories (and let him face the fucking Daleks ffs!!) bc jfc his run was TOO SHORT he deserved so much more.

[f0point5]

As much as I got a visceral ick from that McLaren garage video…everyone needs to get serious.

If you work in a high pressure environment that is physically, mentally, and emotionally gruelling, that takes you away from your family more often than not, that has you tinkering until late at night, that consumes your entire life pretty much, and requires you to be so locked in that you need to execute your job flawlessly (some of them in less than 2 seconds), then when an opportunity arises for this team (that you travel with, sweat with, live with) to get an advantage…you are going to cheer like a maniac and your first thought isn’t going to be the guys in the wall.

I will die on that hill sorry. Later you will probably hope they are okay and feel bad that in the first instance you were just worried that the £15m machine carrying your hopes of sanity and a Christmas bonus is getting ahead. But yeah, your first thought is “go on Lando get ahead of them”.

It’s not nice to see, maybe it’s not nice to know that that’s essentially the level of single-mindedness that this sport requires at every level, but seriously you don’t get it because you aren’t there and you aren’t there because you don’t get it.

[daz4i]

a thing that made me accept and solidify my sense of self is accepting change. like. i am not the same person i used to be (thank god). but that's a good thing, bc the self is transient. it's nice to find things to define yourself by or to check how ppl see you - but it's important to be able to let these things go. you used to be a dog person but now you prefer cats. you liked this color and wore it all the time but are now tired of seeing it. etc etc. little things we may unconsciously latch our identity onto (which is fine, and natural, i'd argue almost a necessary part of growing up) but being able to let them go and find new things to temporarily(!!!!) define us is helpful. and through that you can notice patterns in who you used to be vs who you are now, grab the things that stand out, and just. keep them in your mind for now. but be willing to let them go once they become unhelpful. does that make sense

[uptownhags]

got a new custom wheelchair with my existing specs. self-paid it bc i could. got it out of the box from the dealer and assembled/adjusted everything myself. 1000 abled people on my socials: "why didn't you do it like this?" "you should have arranged for xyz!" "i would [whatever the hell they would do]"

it's lit'rally not your business and also, i don't care 🙃

[billpottsismygf]

Scrolling through my old posts to check my current companion tags and I found my reaction to the series 8 trailer and it's so wild seeing me of 10 years ago say I'm not convinced by Peter Capaldi yet, who is my favourite Doctor of all time.

Like, I know he takes a while to warm up and I know it took me even longer to emotionally accept the fact that David Tennant had been knocked off the top spot, but it's just so weird to see!

[fridayyy-13th]

wow. not even a week into college and i'm already behind on work. fucking lovely.

[starleska]

HUGE HUGE SPOILERS FOR 'THE DEVIL'S CHORD'

PLEASE DO NOT READ AHEAD IF YOU DO NOT WANT MASSIVE SPOILERS!!!!!!!

so. so can we. take a moment to. digest. the fact. that.

Maestro.

is the Toymaker's

CHILD?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

[atissi]

if you are 1) currently in a university where your student healthcare covers hormone therapy, and 2) in a good financial, emotional, and social position to start hormone therapy, i would recommend pursuing it. because in my experience, it's a huge pain in the ass to get an endocrinologist once you're on your own

[quietwingsinthesky]

so funny to me that jenny doesn’t regenerate or anything, she just comes right back to life as the same person. girl how’d you do that.

[redjukebox]

Me @ my brain: cmon man we gootta focus on this school shit and we gotta do all these things to ensure we’re good for the next quarter and we literally cannot be late or we’re so screwed and we reeeaally have to make an appointment like we’ve had to for the past 3 months pleeeaasee

My brain: ok but like what if Tick Tock constantly feels the need to move around, whether it’s moving his ears, tail, tapping his hoof, or even just talking to make sure that he still can?? Like bro was paralyzed and literally could not move AT ALL for at LEAST a year (at the very VERY least) like that must’ve done SOOOO MUCH DAMAGE OH MY GOD HE LITERALLY COULD NOOOT MOOVE BRO HE WAS 12

[foxgirlmoth]

The chronic pain has been so fucking bad lately

[teenagefeeling]

not skinny people getting butthurt in the notes on that last rb come on guys 😭😭 sooooo sensitive lmfao shut up